WELCOME, kick off your shoes and RELAX!!

I am a woman......no matter what you say.......I am beautiful.......no matter what you say........I like myself........no matter what you say.........I am smart.........no matter what you say.........I believe in myself........no matter what you say **********************************************************

♥♥STRANGER ♥♥

You are the stranger with the raspy voice...the being who peaks my curiosity...I dream of what you might look like, although I am not concerned with your appearance...I try to picture your smooth brown skin caressing my creamy ivory skin...your thick lips combined and intertwined with my sweet sultry lips...your eyes so kind, staring and stirring up the butterflies...the warm genuine smile that calms my rapidly beating, damaged heart...I close my eyes and imagine your touch so soft...how strong your arms feel with me in them as you speak your words into my ears while soothing the very depths of my soul...I could never conceive that an unknown man would consume so much of my thoughts and capture a piece of what was lost so long ago...the life your breathing back into my lungs like a breath of fresh air...oh how wonderful it feels to be able to breathe again!

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MY GIRL

"A man is gonna be a man, but your girls will stay true for life"

Okay ladies when are we gonna stop dissin our homegirls for a controlling no good man? First of all, you know ur man better then anybody else and your friends are there to listen but not judge and have your back when you fall. So why do we always start to judge/hate on our homegirls who continuously have our back through the thick and thin just because your sorry a$$, son of a "B" baby daddy or boyfriend all of the sudden doesn't like your homegirls. You know your homegirls secrets as well as she knows yours and neither one of you is better then the other so when your man is talkin $hit about your girl he mide as well be talkin about you because we all have dirt. He judges you, treats you like $hit, cheats on you, calls you names, and plain out right disrespects you and your steady by his side. Well all I can say sister, when you have had enough I will be here for you. We all have our own path and our own lessons to learn, it hurts me to see you go through it but sometimes thats the only way to get where we need to be.....SO HOLD YOUR HEAD HIGH and always remember.....YOUR MY GIRL, MY FRIEND FOR LIFE!


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What do you say when there really is nothing you can say.......the harsh reality might cut like a knife.......I know how it feels.......been there myself before.......but as time goes by I mature and my thoughts and feelings do also.......although I mean no harm, its over now........I dont regret our meeting or any other aspect........I just realize when something isnt what I want it to be......I have settled for that in the past and I want what I want now.......I deserve to have all of my hearts desires........there is no need for me to explain myself to you.......I mean what's the point? No matter what I tell you the issue is, it wont change.......you are who you are and I would ask nothing less......so hold your head high and walk away proud......you are a good man, just not meant for me.


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MY OPINION Only god can judge me, right? I know there are alot of ignorant people in the world who believe their opinion about someone matters......but matters to who? I mean who really cares what you think? I am very open to listening to people and hearing their point of view.....but when it comes to you judging me or someone I know, I could really care less about what you think......so stop trying to push YOUR values and YOUR thoughts and YOUR opinions off on me......I can never allow you to misguide me........I will always let LOVE and TRUTH guide me.....a beautiful mind is a terrible thing to waste.......


********************************************************** PEACE&LOVE

Lie to me....

Cheat me....

Disrespect me....

Ignore me....

These are impossible quests you seek

I have witnessed and can testify

I love and open my heart to you

Allow myself to hear the truths you speak

Respect me....

Cherish me....

Perception is my reality now

Fairytales have lost their appeal

With eyes bright....I love unconditionally

Realizing perfection to be an impossible flaw

Peace within yourself

Share it with others

So you may feel it in your soul

Love yourself unconditionally

Show others free love

Fill up and overflow your heart with it

P E A C E & L O V E


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ABOUT ME

I have decided to put a little bit about me since people have read some things that I have written and interpreted them wrong, first of all I am a single mother of 4 boys and they are my focus and inspiration for all motivation in my life. I am at a crossroad in my life right now and I am working on resolving past relationship issue's and re-evaluating myself to make a better life for myself and my family. I am a strong woman, weak in no way shape or form and I have been through alot thus far which has made me the unbreakable force that I am today. I am very straight forward, non-judgmental, compassionate, fun, down to earth, silly sometime's, and I look for the positive in things. I love to laugh and am very happy to be alive, just opening my eyes everyday is my motivation for keeping a smile on my face which is why some people might not understand why I am so happy. To sum it all up, if you want to know real people you must be a real person yourself so if you think you can keep it real I have plenty of room for new friends and family.......Peace&Love